So today is here and this is the day I am dreading. If you haven’t guessed, it’s a social event whose plans have gone horribly awry, and we are doing something I am morally opposed to / completely disinterested in / I find very offensive. I’m going to skip said event, but I’m going to be subtle about it, which means i’ll be filled with horrible anxiety up until then. When I protested against this event, I was met with really bad backlash, hence yesterday feeling like there wasn’t a place on this planet for me. And today I have really bad anxiety. It’s starting already. I’m shaking and feel like crying, but have to hide it from the world.
see you guys later